{"id":14558,"date":"2007-08-02T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2007-08-02T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.staging28.planetswans.co.uk\/?p=14558"},"modified":"2020-09-22T11:26:01","modified_gmt":"2020-09-22T11:26:01","slug":"trundles-open-letter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jackarmy.net\/wp67\/2007\/08\/02\/trundles-open-letter\/","title":{"rendered":"Trundle&#8217;s Open Letter"},"content":{"rendered":"<table>\n<tr>\n<td>\n<p>Trundle&#8217;s Open Letter<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<table>\n<tr>\n<td>\n<p>Why not visit our <a href=\"http:\/\/swanseacity.rivals.net\/default.asp?sid=971&#038;p=2&#038;stid=8437612\"> sponsors lounge<\/a><\/p>\n<p>To all in the Jack Army<\/p>\n<p>IT&#8217;S difficult to know whether to laugh or cry at the moment.<\/p>\n<p>In one of the toughest weeks of my life, I&#8217;ve achieved my dream but at the same time had to wave goodbye to another.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never, ever made a secret of wanting to play at the highest level I can, of wanting to test myself against better players and prove my ability on a bigger stage.<\/p>\n<p>But to do that I&#8217;ve had to leave Swansea City and walk away from a huge part of my life.<\/p>\n<p>I started late in my career but I&#8217;ve always had the belief in my ability and felt that one day I could play professional football and perform on a big stage.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve already done that with Swansea &#8211; when I stepped down a division to arrive at the Vetch I knew I was joining a club with the same dreams and ambitions as my own and by and large the move has proved successful for both parties.<\/p>\n<p>It was my first time living away. Before then I&#8217;d just travelled from my home in Liverpool to play for Wrexham, but moving to Swansea got me immersed in this club.<\/p>\n<p>Living among the fans and speaking to people day-to-day meant I saw just how much it meant to supporters to see the club on the up. I saw the emotion and passion first hand and I couldn&#8217;t help but get caught up in that. I became part of it.<\/p>\n<p>This wasn&#8217;t just my job, this was so much more than that and I don&#8217;t think there can be too many relationships like it in football &#8211; I think there was a bond, something special.<\/p>\n<p>I couldn&#8217;t help but fall in love with this club &#8211; but this week I had to think about my career. And I don&#8217;t think many will understand how hard it&#8217;s been to let that go.<\/p>\n<p>Leaving you &#8211; the fans &#8211; behind was why I spent most of last week agonising over what to do. That&#8217;s why it was never a straight-down-the-line call &#8211; there was so much emotion attached.<\/p>\n<p>But to be a million-pound player when I didn&#8217;t even turn professional until the age of 24, and to have a chance to play in the Championship was hard to ignore, however strong my feelings for Swansea.<\/p>\n<p>I knew this could be my last chance; if I went in a few years would I be able to do myself justice, bearing in mind I&#8217;m almost 31 now? Would I ever be able to prove those doubters wrong after all?<\/p>\n<p>When the chance of this move came up I knew I could have the platform to silence everyone who said I was a lower-league player and nothing more.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t regret turning Sheffield Wednesday down almost two years ago &#8211; I still don&#8217;t. We were so close to the Championship then I thought I could reach it with Swansea. It wasn&#8217;t to be and, though I didn&#8217;t give up, I knew I wasn&#8217;t getting any younger.<\/p>\n<p>Things change quickly in football &#8211; I couldn&#8217;t risk looking back at the end of my career and blaming myself for blowing my big chance.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s why I still knew I had to go, even when the club offered me more wages to stay. It was never about money.<\/p>\n<p>And can I go on the record to say there has been no bad feeling between me and the club over this. There has been no demands, no shouting&#8230; just a lot of respect for each other.<\/p>\n<p>I can tell you now: Huw Jenkins and Roberto Martinez were both desperate for me to stay, but they knew they couldn&#8217;t offer the one thing I craved and that was starting the new season as a Championship player.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s still a massive regret I never made it to this level with you &#8211; it will be always &#8211; but one day Swansea City will be where they deserve to be, and that day will be soon.<\/p>\n<p>There will be some who will want to badmouth me for leaving, for not turning down the chance a second time, but I just hope the majority can remember the good times and appreciate what I&#8217;ve done for the club, like I appreciate what the club has done for me.<\/p>\n<p>Whatever the future holds for us both, I know I will always say that I was proud to be a Jack.<\/p>\n<p>Lee Trundle <\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/table>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.awin1.com\/cread.php?s=38452&#038;v=1107&#038;q=27232&#038;r=35730\"><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trundle&#8217;s Open Letter Why not visit our sponsors lounge To all in the Jack Army IT&#8217;S difficult to know whether to laugh or cry at the moment. In one of the toughest weeks of my life, I&#8217;ve achieved my dream but at the same time had to wave goodbye to another. 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