The Swansea City striker was in Kosovo when he found out the tragic news of his team-mates passing and admits that he wasn't sure what to do but went immediately to Austria to see Besian's family.<\/p>\n
Talking to the Evening Post about that day last month, the striker said "Dorus rang me a couple of times, but I was in a place where I couldn't answer my phone, then he sent me an SMS saying 'please call me back <\/p>\n
"I thought it was about a transfer or someone going, but he wanted to know if I'd heard anything. He said Besian's girlfriend had sent his girlfriend a text message. He hoped it was a sick joke, but it said Besian had died.<\/p>\n
"I couldn't believe it, but I told him to please find out.<\/p>\n
"I rang Besian's mum to find out what was going on and I rang my brother in Germany because he knew a friend of his in Austria. That's when I heard.<\/p>\n
"They both rang me back, shouting and screaming saying, 'he's gone'.<\/p>\n
"It was the worst experience I have ever had. I didn't really know what to do — everything went black for a second, I couldn't believe it.<\/p>\n
"His dad was so pleased I went over," said Kuqi. "I'd only met his mum and one of his brothers before, I didn't know anyone else. I wanted to go and see Bes, but they said no.<\/p>\n
"I was there two days, then I had to come back as I had to organise everything because the media in Kosovo didn't know.<\/p>\n
"I spoke with the gaffer and Garry Monk. Lots of players wanted to come over but couldn't because the funeral was so soon.<\/p>\n
"To be honest since I've come back, after what happened with Besian, it's been really hard," said Kuqi.<\/p>\n
"I go for a run to get my mind off things a little bit.<\/p>\n
"It's really difficult to deal with these kind of things. It's hard now and it'll be really hard in pre-season without him.<\/p>\n
"I still can't believe it, there are so many things going on in my mind. We spent so much time together, he had become more like family than a friend. It's just shocking.<\/p>\n
"I'm strong because I've been through lots of things in life, and my wife too," said Kuqi.<\/p>\n
"She was in a war and got through that as well as other things.<\/p>\n
"We will have a baby soon and that keeps me busy.<\/p>\n
"I can't wait for the season to start because I want to do a lot for Besian.<\/p>\n
"We had a lot planned for him next season so now my season's going to be for him."<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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