Itchysphincter
Ivor Allchurch
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Humpty said:Thanks for the kind words guys, it really is appreciated.
I don't want to derail the thread so just a quick explanation, I was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer about 16 months ago. I was told from the start that it was incurable and to think in months rather than years. A massive shock for me and my family but I've been determined from the off to enjoy what little time I have left. I could scream and cry and rail against the world but it wouldn't change anything, just make things miserable for everyone around me. Sod that.
I've been having chemo. The first type came with horrible side effects and I wondered whether it was worth continuing as I had very little quality of life. That stopped working and I started a new type with very few effects and it's obviously working as I'm still here. I don't bother asking my team how long I have left as they can't be that accurate, I just go by whether the scans are good or bad. The last two have been good, actually showing improvements so fingers crossed that continues.
I'm absolutely fine mentally and pretty good physically though this bastard virus limit's what I can do. It may sound odd but I'm actually happy and content in myself. Not happy with my situation obviously but I've enjoyed my life. Gutted it's going to end at 50 but there you go. I've been luckier than many. The only thing that does upset me is what it's doing to my family, my wife especially.
Anyway, hopefully I'll be around a bit longer. It's not a taboo subject for me in anyway so if anyone has questions, want's advice etc feel to ask.
All the best.
You’ve always been a good contributor and it’s humbling and emotional to read your words. It’s sobering reminder that behind the bravado and the internet personas there is real lives. I know you don’t want to go on about it so I’ll leave it there and look forward to a good old dust up about the football sometime.